[ The longer he stays, the more he doesn't actually know if he wants to go home. The people he cares about here are dead, missing, or hopelessly brainwashed in his own world. ]
[ He tolerates it, but it's pretty obvious he's not sure how to actually return the gesture in kind. Or do anything kind of light hearted in turn. ]
It's not pathetic. [ It probably sounds like a very un-Hafid like thing to say. It's more something Damian Wayne would say, without making eye contact and looking uncomfortable to admit it. ]
[ It's the scowl. Scowl and nobody will figure out how old you are.
But his age is an uncomfortable thing. He never had a childhood, he just stormed onto the scene as a pint sized adult with heaps of emotional problems. ]
Okay, that's not fair. You're like infinitely smarter than me, so how does that prove being more of an adult when it's really just proof that you would kick my ass in chess in a matter of seconds?
[but prompto's letting this conversation go, by way of letting his camera dangle from the strap around his neck, pulling instead something from his back pocket. it's a satchel, containing gloves, and he forcibly hands them over. tsuntsuntsun (he always loses at competition so he always gets a bit salty for like a hot minute).]
Damian's dour expression flickers into one of surprise. He takes it, about to protest - to remind Prompto he hadn't wanted anyone to celebrate to consider it. But...
He doesn't expect anything for his birthday, ever. Or for anyone to remember it - his father sure as hell never did, and Talia only celebrated it until he stopped being her obedient little toy. He doesn't spread it around, doesn't bother looking forward to it. It's hard to when your life has been a trainwreck for so long you've forgotten what it feels like to be happy.
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But it's proof he has the emotional awareness of a baked potato. ]
We'll probably lose more people before we've managed to escape, so... that's wise.
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They've gone back home.
[prompto needs to believe this much, otherwise he doesn't know what he'll do with himself.]
We just gotta catch up with them.
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Right. That's what I meant.
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I'm not usually so pathetic I need company when I get anxious, but the company does help.
[their lives here are so temporary, so tenuous, so unknown.]
Thanks.
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It's not pathetic. [ It probably sounds like a very un-Hafid like thing to say. It's more something Damian Wayne would say, without making eye contact and looking uncomfortable to admit it. ]
You reached out. That takes strength.
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--yeah, true. [an awkward rub at the back of his neck as he seems paused about what he wants to say next.] I'll keep working on that.
By the way, [in an attempt to throw the topic of conversation away from himself--] how old did you turn on your birthday?
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And then pauses. ]
... Twenty.
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Wait, you're younger than me?
[excuse me since WHEN]
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[ He folds his arms, frowning. The answer is obvious but he doesn't wanna say it. ]
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Twenty, crawling into twenty-one soon...
[he thought damian was like, five to seven years older, excuse him for having his mind blown]
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But his age is an uncomfortable thing. He never had a childhood, he just stormed onto the scene as a pint sized adult with heaps of emotional problems. ]
It's not that big of a gap.
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[but, despite the tone and his words, prompto's grinning wide]
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A large gap in maturity then.
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[this is making prompto's anxiety leave him. thank you, damian]
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[ DON'T SASS ME ARGENTUM. ]
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[listen, he's always been the baby. let him have this.]
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I took care of myself as a kid and managed?
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Have you done your taxes?
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I did the books for my family's company for a year.
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[but prompto's letting this conversation go, by way of letting his camera dangle from the strap around his neck, pulling instead something from his back pocket. it's a satchel, containing gloves, and he forcibly hands them over. tsuntsuntsun (he always loses at competition so he always gets a bit salty for like a hot minute).]
Happy late birthday anyway.
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Damian's dour expression flickers into one of surprise. He takes it, about to protest - to remind Prompto he hadn't wanted anyone to celebrate to consider it. But...
He doesn't expect anything for his birthday, ever. Or for anyone to remember it - his father sure as hell never did, and Talia only celebrated it until he stopped being her obedient little toy. He doesn't spread it around, doesn't bother looking forward to it. It's hard to when your life has been a trainwreck for so long you've forgotten what it feels like to be happy.
But this?
This... feels pretty close to happy. ]
... Thanks.
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